I'm flying away.

星期四, 三月 31, 2005

these few days nt free eh... i think i will blog abt my camping experiences this wk end bahz... hmm... regarding my previous post.. e 1 i 'complain' alot.. may n ling sent an email to me eh... may 1 was touching n funny in the sense.. bt ling 1 arh.. okay lar.. hahahaz... i think it's a bit too serious n 'gay'(pronouce in eng bt meaning in hokkien).. hahaaz.. below is their mails lar...

SOURCE A - A personnal mail from May to Lay and the comments from Lay.
yuan lai ru ci....u can juz tell me la..no need scare..very touched after reading ur entry..sad sad seesee got tear le haha.me and ahdia go canteen buy food together cuz we tot u wana chat wif ur classmates dan so we go buy food 1st later got alot pple dan sianz half le.dan sumtimes u also dun1 to buy.u say we duno abt u nv slp all tt(u think we stay wif u 24hrs ar..=.='l) but i know u got giddy ar u got tell me but u nv tell me u got nightmares wor izit those tt will wake up suddenly at nite tt type?y nv tell us?we know we cant change ur charateristic so wad can we do?we can only tell u but cant do anything rite?so bear wif it bah or u can try to revange hahaha jk la..

u can build up ur realationship wif ahdia more in teh camp jia you~let her change her views abt u bah let her know u care~so sweet~ohohoho i go camp also no use le cannot stay together if can dan good we four slp together wahahahahah.but u really very daring leh u say u dun enjoy the accompany of ur curretn classmates u dun scare they outcast u ar.

and u say tt everytime we say byebye dan me adn ahdia juz ignore u rite?actually is tt we know ur gu(4) zhi(2) de personality so tt time we say we still wan go popular dan u say u wan go back slp actually tt tone is not irritated tone or wad tone is a care and concern and dissapointed tone cuz if u r really sleepy we cant force u to stay wif us rite?dan later u walk walk walk faint we also wun carry u back.

ahdia recently tell me tt u keep chatting wif new fwens dan she no 1 to chat wif dan very quiet in class..i duno izit true but i can see a crack between us also dan yiling also recently liek to stay wif her new fwens =.='l i think we find 1 day so each other's hse stay 1 nite maybe yiling's or mine but mine abit haunted wahahhaha jk la now dun haf le u all find a time bah i anytime de my hse mostly likely is ok la dan wan me stay out also ok but not this week la. i lai na ge =P today 1st day lucky hahaha if i no go camp dan on thursday jzu nice is last day wahahah.maybe nxt sat can stay at yiling's hse hmm but i guess u 80% cannot bah.one stay over nite our problems will be settled juz hope tt we wun hug together dan cry out loud hahaha.

nxt time dun post this type of thingy in blog la i very sentimental will cry de after i read i feel a squeeze in my heart all ur fault la~dan e-mail have to type in eng~v werid leh.i seperated these into paragraph or else will be very giddy when u read .better rite?=) there u shld say out ur problems dun put in ur heart we r ur bestest fwen leh =)but nvm la who ask u to be virgo. dan nxt time we care abt u dan u find us irritatin i box u ar wahaha .u also ar dun give all ur time to hh save sum for ur "body body" also

wahahah 1st time write so touching and long de e-mail i think i send to mayself also wahahahah.duno got miss out anything or not .we plan for our slp over bah~but now so late...tmr dan conferance bah~muacks~sweet dreams~nitemares go away~

[a little comment: hmm.. may.. thx for reminding me tat my new classmate will read the blog.. bt it's too late eh.. hahahaz..u say u want to box me arh... firece sia.. bcareful i tickle u... hahaz... hmm.. in the end we did nt hav any conference ... hahaz...]

SOURCE B - Late reply from Ling to Lay. Comments added
Lay, today i finalli got to noe wat happen to u. I realli dint notice it, dint noe that u dint get sleep almost everynight..... are u okie now? Though the blog u posted is things that happen 1 week ago, but i felt so sori and guilty that i m not wif u when u are sad, during that time while u are posting ur blog, feeling sad and crying i m on the coach awaiting to reach genting, i noe i might be drifted apart from u gals recently, but i realli dint notice it coz even sometimes when we are on the same recess i couldn't find u gals and so i..... sat wif the new friends first, waiting for u gals, but u always had ppl surrounding around u so i tot that i shouldn't disturb u coz it seems rude to juz drag u away wif us..... maybe this letter came to u too late, but it realli came from bottom of my heart, i noe maybe i dint realli tok much wif u gals today, but in ur blog, i can read out ur helpless, i can understand ur feeling, i noe u realli treasure us alot and so do we. I realli hope that u can understand that, we realli care abt u, we want u to be well. U say u dun realli hav a happy family life, a hobby that u enjoy and luv life to tok abt. Lay, iszit possible that next time when u are unhappy, juz tok to us, if we are not around wif u juz an email will do. I realli felt that i m very shi bai as a best friend, realli felt that i m too much and i hated myself.... but now I juz want to noe how are u recently, juz want to noe btz ur unhappiness, i want to console u, want to be a true friend to u. A friend that u realli wanted. I realli dun want to see any crack in our hard to come by friendship, i realli wished that the day will not come and i dun want it to come too. No matter wat happen in the future, no matter wat matter u are sad abt, regardless of ur family life, ur lov life, even if u are unhappy wif us or myself, pls pls realli tell us, dun keep everything to urself, may say this time round if its not that she got to noe u are writing ur blog, we would never get to noe, nv say that when u are looking for the two of them u are like a dog searching for ur owner, we are ur best friends, no one is treating u like tat, so nv ever feel this way pls, i also enjoy the time we are together, and i cherish our friendship, juz like winnie the pooh and friends, they lasted a long time. We will too, realli. Are u still having ur nightmares?? Are u sleeping well these few days after may's email? Are u happy or unhappy? I noe the real u will come back and u alread came back!! Friends will always remain as friends, dun even mention best friends, we will always be wif u, always........Confide in us if u are unhappy, we will always be there wif u and for u-=) Stay happy and sweet dreams orh

[a little comment: wa... no paragraph read liao very giddy.. hahaz..shld learn from may hor.. hahaaz.. in the mail u say tat 'U say u dun realli hav a happy family life, a hobby that u enjoy and luv life to tok abt.'.. hey.. wrong liao lar.. is a luv life tat i CANNOT tok abt.. different from wat u say okay.. hahaz.. eek.. so 'gay' sia... i cant stand it.. hair standing... hahaz... ]

SOURCE C - Conclusion of Lay's feeling
aiyayaya.. may is e best oh.. reply immediately after i written the post... ling so bad sia.. today then noe wat happen.. argh.. n ling so copy cat.. copy may write email.. hahaz... suddenly we all bcum so tradsitional... use mail 1 sia.. lyk ppl in the past write letter.. hahaz...dia worse sia.. no reply at all.. sad sad sad.. hahaz.... aiyaya.. think i study till siao le.. their mails let me make into different sources sia.. hahaz...

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
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