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I am myself.
ahlay@hotmail.com.
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i love to slp.


The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.

星期五, 五月 27, 2005

wahaha... today is 'b urself day'... woo.. i first time wear all black eh.. coz i usually dun wear black..then hmm.. today rather different bahz.. bt still sporty sporty de.. lyk juz came back from gym.. hahaz .. some of my pics taken today :




[comments: hey.. my pose so nice n wat is the stupid gary behind doing?!?! yawning?!?! hey..he very bu pei he neh!....]



[comments: gary tan stop it!... yawn le still rub eyes..! oi! .... ]

wa... seems lyk i really need to go gym for some decent exercise.. my arms are so fat... hahaz.. my fats all start to grow from the arms first.. weird? hahaz.. i need some tanning too.. bt nt as black as gary.. hahaz..



[i m getting fatter n fatter.. bcoz u treat me well]


hmmm.. after tat get back result lor.. tis time got a gd result eh.. 7th in level.. bt then.. haiz... i dun even dare to take out my report bk infront of may n dia lor.. if i reveals my happiness n smile , they will sure say i very proud lor.. n if i tell them this time result okay lar.. then they will sure say i gt so gd still lyk tat n bu shuang wif me lor.. bt.. whr gt ppl gt gd result n tell ppl their result very gd .. if i lyk tat they will say i proud again.. if i dun smile.. n juz blend into their mood.. they will 100% say tat i gt such gd marks still so sad n watever.. wa liao... wat should i do.. haiz.. i juz keep my report bk n speaks nth abt my academic.. haiz.. then rmb tat day when we got back our hist paper.. hmm.. i gt 25/30 i tink.. then again.. i didnt tell may n dia my marks.. only gt tell ling.. coz may n dia will bu shuang againz lor.. then in the end is may ask me to show her my marks again.. n when she n lydia took my paper n see my mark.. she immediately show me tat bu shuang face again lor.. HEY.. IS U WHO WANT TO NOE THE MARK.. I DID NT HOLIAN OR EVEN SPEAK AB ORD ABT MY MAKR INFRONT OF U.. wat the shit is tat... wa liao.. they feel inferior or wat is their own business ( i noe it's cruel to say tis.. bt i really cant take it le lor)... CAN THEY DUN JUZ BU SHAUNG WIF ME BCOZ OF MY ACADEMIC RESULT!? ..sianz... or 1 day i failed all my subj n result worse than them then they will happy?! it's normal for ppl getting gd marks to b happy lor! wat the shit is all this abt...

[ i really dunno what to do.. wadever i do is wrong.. even if i did nth..]


sianz.. then yesterday when we(may, dia n me) going to cd rama saw hh on the way.. at first very happy 1.. then suddenly they suddenly bu shuang and say: 'u want go wif him go lar ..' .. then keep on insisting tat i wanna go wif hh... arghz.... then in the end when i go find they all.. they juz say ask me tmr(today) after skool gt go out wif hh or nt.. then i say i nt comfirm.. then they lyk pushing me to him lor.. say wadever u want then go lar.. wa liao.. i nt a good for u to push around hor.. wa liao.. then today dia go may hse.. in the end may did nt say me n ling gt go.. BCOZ THEY ASSUM TAT I GT GO OUT WIF HH N LING GT SMTH ON TOO.. I HAD SAID MANY TIMES! I DUNNO WHETHER I GT GO OUT WIF HIM OR NT.. CANT U GALS JUZ BELIEVE WAT I SAY!?!... in the end they after skool dia juz go may hse.. n i wait for yiling to finish her meeting.. wa liao.. they 2 everytime ps me 1 lehz.. tat time after skool also lyk tat.. i only go to staff room to hand up smth to teacher.. then they juz went hm by themself without telling me lor.. sianz....



[wat the hell is tat..]



n then wat happen btw may n ling... in msn.. ling told me le.. kaoz... i m so angry.. I M REALLY AGNRY TIS TIME...



[i hate u.]

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
11:56 下午