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ahlay@hotmail.com.
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i love to slp.


The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.

星期六, 七月 30, 2005

it's a very busy wk.. again.. my life evolves around CO, class stuff, test n of coz, da ben dan.. so.. i tink i wont blog on my daily life for this time.. it's abt the same anyway.. it's boring.. i hav been doing quite alot of thinking.. some real thinking..

y do i study so much.. is it really smth i enjoy?.. or is smth i force myself to enjoy eh? so tire.. for the past few days i haf been slping at 2am n waking up at 4 or 5 am.. so tire.. i m studying more than a nerd... i used to think tat mayb i study hard now so i will nt b slogging my life for nxt year.. perharps i m wrong.. i tink till nxt year i will studying more... i noe myself eh.. i m giving myself pressure, i juz realise tat. i wanna relax.. bt i dunno how to.. n the more i study, the waeker my body get eh.. first time in my life i actually gt a bronze for nafa.. have been getting gold.. only last year silver.. n this year.. BRONZE.. haiz...

n y m i so enthu in so many things this year.. CO, class activities.. i haf been trying to help everyone around me.. bt hu appreciate it? co juniors.. they r giving me problems 1 by 1.. nt turning up for practises, wanting to quit. y only my section is facing this problem.. haiz... n also.. the buzz stop.. y juz some guys cant co-operate.. i m putting my trust on them.. 100% .. bt juz some of them wif some kind of stupid attitude problem.. giving me headace..

haiz.. n my stupid backbone brace.. make me cant concentrate on my work... everynight when i wanna study it is giving my back problems.. feeling so pain.. my mother ask me to take it off n take a rest. bt i cant.. the doctor say i needa wear it at least 23hrs a day in order to stop my backbone from curving.. i dun want myself to look weird in the future.. wif a curve backbone.. haiz.. for my own sake, i haf to bear wif it..

n seriously.. wat shld i do in future.. i used to think tat i will juz grow up lyk anyone else, leading a normal life, getting a normal job... lead a simple life.. wif enough food n clothing.. n tat will b enough for me.. is tat so? i dun even haf a goal for myself.. i dun wanna become a failure in future..

recently ms loo give us a small quiz.. abt our own personalities. perhaprs none of my classmate bother abt this test.. bt it did give me some tots n feeling... it's is quite true.. abt wat i want in life.. hahaz..

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
11:52 下午