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The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.

星期四, 十月 20, 2005

er......feel lyk posting one more.. cant get so many things off my mind..

haiz.. since mid year.. i dun dare to ask dia n may abt their result tat much.. so worry they will b tinking tat i m showing off again.. haiz.. feel tat i m thinking too much this time rd.. well.. if u ask me, i only noe their english mark, n maths perharps.. aiyaya.. cant even show concern abt their result.. juz hope tat they can promote.

aiyaya.. then wad abt myself.. haiz.. wasnt feeling tat stress during exam period.. bt when the mass revision started out on mon, then i realize how competitive the competion is..... everyone seems to b fighting to the top.. it's too late for me to work really hard now.. well.. dun tink i can get into top 5%.. juz wish tat i can still remain the the top 10% range bahz..

arhhhh.. mr sin once told us ' i dun wish co become a pressure to you people, music is to b enjoy, nt to b giving you pressure,' .. well.. i dunno y i could rmb this so clearly, perhaprs it reflected strongly to me.. haiz.. first time doing a performance with 1 ppl only.. only.. the whole stage will only b having 2 person.. so scare n worry.. bt it's better than a solo performance.. argh.. since young , i never ever dare to participate in any performance.. some kind of stage fright.. to b honest, i join co bcoz skool hav limited no of cca.. i m really tire.. thought of giving up halfway during sec 1 ... n again recently.. well.. no one noes abt it.. i have been keeping it to myself.. haiz..

oways tot tat i m gd .. bt when i recieved the music piece tat i will b performing.. i lost all my confidence.. everytime when i recieve a new piece of score, i can play it perhaprs after 1 or 2 practises.. bt this time rd.. i cant even get the first part right after 2 wks...... haiz.. lucky today didnt kana scold by instructor. at least, some of my confidence is back.. haiz.. i dun wish to feel pressurize by co. haiz.. kinda regret tat instructor didnt scold me tat much in the past, made me tot i was gd .. i was proven wrong.. haiz.. i muz really work hard for it. no for myself only, bt for the co sake. muz buck up le. :)

keke.. i try not tink too much bahz.. i muz complete wadever i need to. haiz.. this co concert is important,i hope it can go smoothly, n nt everything mess up by me.. :/..

den today feel kinda guilty. our class was late for p.c class..kana scolding by ms tan.. n i m one of the culprit.. was playing 'bingo' with jerome,gary,ming yu n few other gals.. we actually noe tat we were late, bt continued the game.. haiz. sry friends.. n oh well.. today did some kind of self-reflection during p.c lesson.. tat part abt weaknesses.. well.. made me realize i have very high self-esteem.. alright, i admit.. hehe..

tat's all bahz.. tink i wont post another again for today.. hehehe.. cheer up friends, dun worry too much!

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
11:48 下午