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The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.



星期一, 十二月 05, 2005

haiz... so sad.. juz now at abt 7.50pm suan called my hse..say tat the co instructor want me to call him.. at first i tot it was abt skool buying new instrument...in the end.. he asked me to buy instrument.. haiz.. he have been telling me for quite some time ago.. n very often during the ite co practices.. haiz. it cost $2000.. i really want to give it a try n buy it.. bt.. $2000 is quite a big sum for my family...have been thinking abt it for whole nitez.. dunno whether to ask my mum abt it.. haiz.. i dun 1 her to worry.. she gt so many bills every mnth.. the money earned only enough for every mnth use n my bro's university skool fees..

haiz.. bt.. i really wish to own a sheng.. haiz. honestly, i dislyk co in the past.. bt after so many practices n performance... i really lyk it very much.. haiz.. i even tot of having gd result n can go to rjc..(bt it's kind of impossible), so tat i will b under the same instructor teaching.. mayb.. many ppl dunno wat's tat instrument is.. it's is nt as popular as dizi, guzheng blah blah bla... bt i really lyk it.. i hate ppl use tat type of look when they saw me playing e instrument.. i dunno wat they r thinking, bt i oways hav e feeling tat they r thinking tat wad a weird n lousy instrument.. haiz.... $2000... i dun 1 my mum to worry abt it.. haiz.. bt. i really lyk to hav a sheng.. lyk a basketballer having a basketball, a racer having a racing car.. haiz.......

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. wat shld i do.. i really need some guidance!!!!!!!! how i hope the sky will drop $2000 infront of me right now!.. arghhhhhhhhhhh....

oh well.. enough abt the sad part.. today the ben dan passed me a bonsai .... think it is rose bahz... i dunno much abt plants.. hmm.. den my bro say it look lyk dying le.. hope i can save it!.. hehe.. den mahz.. the plant i growing currently.. is alrdy 60 cm tall..-_-"..he leave is 17cm long.. unbelievable.. e instruction says tat it can survive for abt 1 year.. bt if my plant could really survive for 1 year.. tink it will b taller than me by den..

n lastly.. the ben dan is leaving tmr to taiwan.. wish him gd luck oh.. wish he wont feel bore over thr bahz.. :).. den .. aiya.. juz gd luck for his journey.. hehe..

gd nitez everybody!

[wat shld i do........ arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
11:49 下午