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The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.

星期四, 一月 25, 2007

25/1/07, Thursday, 10.30pm

blog blog blog.. well.. was surprised tat actually thr r ppl looking at my posts.. =)

today is 25th wor.. 1mnth ago was christmas.. was the last time i saw him.. haiz.. bcoz of tat day.. we broke up.. aiya.. dunno y.. these few days watever ppl say to me i will b quite sensitive.. i cant rmb who.. bt sum1 in sajc told me.."do u hav depression? usually ppl so cheerful lyk u r actually those hu get depress easily.." .. well.. i admit it.. haiz.. especially at night i will get very emotional.. even a song can make me tear..

haiz.. dunno how i feel now..sometimes i really miss him..hope tat sumday he can suddenly msg me.. n tell me he want to go back to the past.. bt.. sometimes.. i think tat it's enuff for me.. i dun 1 to make him sad again.. i dun 1 my heart to b hurt again.. i m so afraid.. afraid tat i will disappoint him again.. wellson keep encouragin me nt to give up hope.. at first i also tot so.. bt as time passes.. haix.. i noe tat he will never b back.. its nt gonna happen.. i have to wake up.. wake up frm the past..

hahaz.. sumtimes.. i tot tat i was stupid in the past.. i used to worry tat he will eventually leave me when he going back to taiwan.. never ever tot of break.. haix.. i didnt noe hw to treasure him.. i took everything for granted.. i used to b the happiest girl in the world.. bt tat was the past.. i have to learn to let go.. i shall stop toking abt him here..


suddenly think tat i m so lonely.. i didnt have any1 to chat in msn juz now when i scroll down my msn list.. well.. 40+ ppl only.. i cant even find 1 to tok to.. haiz

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
10:30 下午