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The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.

星期日, 三月 04, 2007

woo..didnt blog for so many days.. so many things happened for the past few days...hmm.. i realized that blogging is a way to tell others how i feel.. i m nt gd at expressing myself well.. so bloggin is e best way i can tink of..

hohoho.. i haf been pon-ing skool , lessons n cca.. hahaz.. tat phy tutor actually reported me to my civics tutor..$#%$#%#$.. den i haf a great class.. every1 is so fun.. hahaz.. oways hang out wif dem after skools.. n sometimes went out wif may n dia.. oh ya.. may n dia started helping my bro to gif out flyers.. I M THEIR BOSS NOW.. hohoho.. anyway, I miss 2e5'04, 4e3'06...... arhh.. i miss beatty.. i miss CO.. i miss every1.................................................. hu can save me!?!.. hahaz..

well.. this yer i spent my valentines day wif my jc friends..well.. went to my friend hse n played mahjong,makan etc.. was feeling rather down tat day.. i still cant 4get him.. i oways tot i alrdy cleared him out of my mind.. bt.. haiz.. tat day.. i went hm.. suddenly tot of the ring he gave me on the first vday we spent together..den i tried to search for the ring... bt i couldnt find it.. well. mayb heaven 1 me to 4get him..although i dun wear e ring (it's too big), bt i oways carry it in my bag.. i totally 4got abt tat after we broke up...in the end i found the ring in the small pocket of my bag.. haiz.. the ring has been wif me.. everyday 2 skool.. i tot i haf 4gotten him, bt.. y i still carry the ring wif me.. haiz..

still rmb tat O lvl result taking day, i saw him panicking while waitinf 4 his result. i wanted to go 4ward n wish him gd luck, bt somehow.. i dun haf the courage to do so.. if you ask me how m i 3mnths ago, perharps i would tell u i wanna die. bt now.. after so many daes.. i realize tat i haf to live 4 myself, mayb sometimes i will still miss him, bt not to the extent of feeling sad for e whole day.. haiz..sometimes myself tink tat breaking up wif him isnt tat bad afterall.. at least, now i dun haf to worry about so many things .. i used to worry every moment when i was out wif him.. afraid we wll bump into my brothers.. now.. i m feeling.. kind of relieve.. i got to learn to live without him..

Since e day u held my hand, I had feared, afraid tat all e happiness would vanish in e nxt moment. However, e love u gav me made me feel safe. But now, u left me wif an empty heart- no fear, no love.

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
1:26 上午