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The way I want to be.
I'm just waiting to fly away.
Wrapped up in my cocoon.
Silently, patiently waiting.
One day I will be free.
And I will be beautiful.
And I will not be afraid to be me.
But till then, I'll wait.



星期日, 十一月 18, 2007

finally back to blog eh.so many happens for the past few wks.. hmm.. let me start wif some happy stuff first..

kekekke. finally got to meet dia n may le wor.. was so happy. hahaz. went to nyp n makan thr. saw jiawei. he looked lyk lion. hahahaha. by e way, i played monopoly with dia n may.. n owned them. wahaha. (OH YA! HAPPY BD TO LIM AH MAY)

recently i very addicted to monopoly. bought the mini-set, n brought it to almost everywhr. hahahaz. den i also dl the online version , to play by myself vs the comp. hahahahaz. i think i m crazy. haha.

den mahz.. i recently also hav e urge to play audition. bt due to some problem, i couldnt get my own acc.. n ling lend me her noob acc to play.. wahahahaha. fun sia. bt i dun think i will continue the game for more than 2 mnths.hahaz

okay.. think tats all abt my happy stuff.. nth much actually. wat a sad life. hahaz.

hmm..now the sad sad stuff.. =( ... my life is soo busy.. hav to plan e camp, go for cca meetings etc. argh! den couldnt turn up for 3gatherings bcoz of fitness. eek. nvm, its okay its okay... haiz.. den now e members r sooooo bad. the exco planned so much den dey r nt very keen to go for e camp.. eekk.. nvm nvm, its okay its okay. hahahaz. i keep saying the same thing ..hahaha..

den mahz.. e worst thing tat happened to me this yr.. haiz.. my ahmah passed away. haiz..i feel so bad. haiz. tat day she fell down in e room. by e tym i rushed in, she was alrdy on e floor,couldnt get up. i tried to get her up, bt in e end i couldnt do anything (she was too heavy for me).. i could only wait for my mum to cum.. haiz. at first we tot it was only a minor fall... in e end, she was in so much pain tat we had to send her to hospital.. haiz.. n after a few days.. she passed away.. n tat was e day i wanted to pay her a visit. haiz.. i feel so hopeless.. i couldnt do anything..haiz.. den during e funeral.. everything was alright until e day she gonna b sent to cremate.. haiz.. i always tot tat i wouldnt cry for her.. since death is an inevitable part of our life. haiz. bt only during e last ritual, i realized tat i can never see her again, she will b gone, n b burned.. haiz.

nw i miss her so much. mis e sound she made when she walked in her slippers.. n .. her fried rice, her stew meat.. n everything. haiz. i really feel so sad. bt i dunno wat is happening to me.. e sadder i m, e happier i tend to show others. haiz.

One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.
12:41 上午